my sweet boy j.
he will never really comprehend his place in my heart. he opened up a whole new world to me. a world where roly polys are cooler than computer games and where you can love someone all the way to the trees on the other side of the world and back(cause that's really far, mom!). he is so sure of my love, sometimes i cry just to think of him.
he just turned 5, where did the time go? he is growing so fast. i just know that in an instant he will be grown and gone, even though he promises me he would never ever ever leave me. he promises he will stay with me forever and ever! my sweet baby that has turned into a little boy.
he just came through an illness. it turned out to not be anything serious, but at first, for a full day, we thought he was very ill. i now want to hold him a little longer, squeeze him a little tighter. i can't even let myself think on if something bad had happened. it's too much for me. i can't do it.
so, i'll just bug him a little more, kiss his head an extra time, squeeze him a few seconds longer, and tell him i love him all the way to the stars.
he knows i do, and he loves me back.
what could be more important?
